I have always found ways to earn money through my art. When in school, my friends worked in retail while I sold pastels in shows and galleries. Now I find myself working retail, but burning the midnight oil at the easel. It’s hard for some folks to understand the deep desire that burns within the creative spirit. Painting provides me with such immense joy. I equate it with the birth of a child — sometimes the labor of love is easy and the brushes seem to work their own magic, yet other times painting is the most intense, most personally challenging thing I could ever imagine doing. Yet the end result is the same. I offer a prayer of thanks at the easel before the beginning of each session. I pray for the focus to stay on the passionate path, to continually raise the bar on my level of ability with the help of the Holy Universal Spirit. Painting is practice. Desire — that’s different. It takes a huge amount of desire to push through fears of failure and frustration to pursue the passion to create. I was once told by a fellow artist not to quit my day job… Well, I’m not stupid, health insurance is expensive, but I’m not giving up. I tell myself that the galleries representing my art believe in me, so I do too! There are 2 comments for A taste of the good life… by Karin Snoots
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Today I began drawing again, after a period of no inspiration to pick up a brush. A very good artist told me this is how she gets back on board. As I did some sketching, I thought to myself that the reason we do art has a much deeper need attached to it — the constant jumble of imagery in our minds needs defining structure, putting it out there makes us feel whole again, because there is a feeling of better understanding of our lives when we come away calm after doing some art,just as childrens stories give identity and structure to their jumbled imagery. For those who do not create, there is the need to shop — what for — for design, shape, structure that defines and makes us feel we exist in a context of wellbeing.
I have been retired for 5 years now. I always wanted to paint full time and yet, now that I can, I do not. I don’t paint when I don’t feel like it. I often feel that if I forced myself to paint every day, even when I don’t feel like it, it would become like a job, and wouldn’t be fun anymore. There’s a difference between doing something because you have to, and because you want to, even if you do love your job. So perhaps for me, painting is not like a job, but more than a wonderful thing that I do, even if I do it every day like a job.
So what do we sad sacks who are grumpy about what we do, do to feel better? Chocolate’s good, but too much of that makes you fat, and then you feel even worse. Any ideas are welcome.
Creating art can make you feel very happy when it turns out well. It can make you miserable and frustrated when it turns out badly. I told a group of high school art students this past fall that if they want to go to art school because they think it will be and cool and easy and they won’t have to work hard- think again. If they go to law school with the same approach they may become starving lawyers instead of starving artists. You have to show up and get the work done to make it work. If it is your hobby, that’s fine. If it is your full time occupation you have to treat it that way. You may feel very grumpy some days but probably less grumpy than if you had to work some other job that you really hate. Be thankful that you get to do what you want to do. If you are working a job you don’t like in order to keep painting- look forward to your creative time and use it wisely. Working hard to do your art shouldn’t feel like hard work if you love it. Like a sport, you try and give it all you’ve got. Most of the fun is in the participation, not in winning. It’s good to just be in the game.
I liked your comment about under use of therapists, the only time I need to start looking for a therapist is when I don’t have time to make my Art. I spent years working hard in business and went crazy, I had money but was a wreck. I gave it up to paint and now I am sane and broke, but much happier. Not all Artists will see riches from their art, but their art is the riches they leave behind.
Art work is a theraputic adventure for me. I’m not particularly great with the brush or pastel but when I need to “lose myself,” the studio and art seems to be the answer. My father was a gun smith and he made gorgeous gun stalks. The carvings were fantastic. I watched the progress from beginning to finish. My mother decorated cakes like a professional, and without formal schooling in this art. If this gave me rise to start creating on paper at an early age, maybe. But, most of all the pleasure derived from re-creating what I see and creating what I don’t see is most pleasurable and rather addictive.
I told myself when I painted that I was self critical because it was my way to grow. I told myself that by looking for negative issues I was learning to recognize weaknesses and thusly raising my own personal bar of growth a little higher. Could it be that that was nothing more then a way of explaining something deeper and that at heart I was really a self critical old codger. Could it be that I painted to release a negative reservoir of self destructive thoughts? To be honest, I don’t see it that way. Could it be that that is an inherent danger of painting in waters? Interestingly, when I moved across panel to acrylics I discovered the joy in painting that wasn’t there before. And you know what? I continue to grow without the burden of self critiicsm I once had. So why do I paint then? Search me. I guess I paint because in the end, I love what I do.
I can’t tell you how many students I’ve told, if it’s not fun give it up. Art is not always successful but there needs to an underlying fun or it’s not worth doing. After decades of this I say..Have fun or quit!!
Art does not always make me feel happy, and I need a certain quiet and narcissistic “in dwelling” for it to happen. If I am angry, trying to do art will turn into angry work I want to disown, and I’ll sink into ingrained grumpiness. Chocolate is definitely therapeutic, I like pure cocoa powder with roasted seeds and honey and butter spread generously on toast… If I examine what is going on inside of me when I am like this, it is usually a feeling of being unsupported, if I try to think at the end of a brush and all this need is going on inside of me, well, I have to validate it so that all the imagery that comes into my emotional self is brighter and friendlier, to me. ( I wonder if this makes sense, often my words don’t marry what I want to express, I think.)
Robert, I doubt that you would be incompetent in any other endeavor. Your exceptional writing skills reveal your up-beat attitude and intelligence. And yes, we avocados don’t fall very far from the tree.
This is one of your best posts ever.
Who has blissfully stumbled through life and figured he or she wouldn’t have to work to accomplish anything of value? Since when? It doesn’t matter if it is art or any other occupation. When have you felt the most satisfaction? Not those days you skate through the day and get paid for minimum effort. No, we feel greater satisfaction when we apply ourselves and receive little more compensation than to know we’ve done a good job. It’s a work ethic. I’ve never heard of any artist pursue their passion with the conviction they would receive acclaim and wealth — more often than not we garner neither. I am pursuaded we still would make our art knowing beforehand it would be a struggle. We should define “job” before we decide our art is such. Even with the inherent frustration that comes with the profession we still love it enough to do it regardless. Job? I much prefer to think of art as a life vocation.
While artistic talent may not be inherited, I do believe such traits as visual, spatial and kinesthetic intelligence are in the genes not to mention math intelligence, as geometry and other math calculations figure into art as well. That’s not to say that a person can’t train him/herself to be a talented artist; but I do believe there’s a genetic predisposition to the intelligence art requires.
I enjoy the “pull” and do think this happens in other professions. Yesterday, while driving down the mountain from the studio listening to NPR, they were talking with a Maori woman soon to perform here, who is an opera singer. When students ask why she chose to sing opera, she replies that it chooses you, not you choosing it.
Creating is breathing Light, Love, Hope Forever is early morning a pure baptism for the heart and soul of life, re~born everyday!
I do not understand the following sentence, taken directly from the September 6, 2011 newsletter “One might even be able to shake off generations of chartered accountancy or other fields that attract therapists.” How does one’s professional field, whether “handed down” or not, “attract” therapists?
I have worked in the mental health/addictions field for over forty years,the last six of those years in Nunavut Territory. I have been an artist for the past eight years,have had one show and am selling quite a lot without trying. Still, I struggle with meaning and purpose as an artist as opposed to being a mental health consultant. Your letters and particularily this one, will help to change those neuropathways as you give an inspiring message that resonates with me.
Now retired from the 9 to 5 job. I never looked forward daily to what I did to support myself, even though I was successful enough to do well. It is my art that has kept me grounded and coming back for more challenge for decades. You might say I worked to support my art habits, as the art market has not been my friend financially. Maybe the reason I keep trying is I can’t seem to master the art of being a financially successful artist. Don’t misunderstand I don’t paint looking for profit, but the stuff does pile up after a while and it would help your feelings to sell along the way.
Ben .. cest bien ..quil y ait eu encore des hébergements possibles..javais un peu peur que ce soit pris dassaut !! à bientôt !!Bizzz
Your letter today brought home just how different our worlds are… particularly the phrase under-utilization of therapist. Over here in Southern Africa, ANY utilization of therapists is enough to have one classified as a nut!
To Francine Harvey: tried loading fh-art.net and my anti virus tells me it is infected.
If talent isn’t inherited, explain Andrew and Jamie Wyeth, Giovanni and Domenico Tiepolo, my great-Aunt Josephine and Me!
Hi Bill — One theory might be — the accountant is a problem solver making cents into dollars. Money, being the root of all evil [idiom]one has to wonder if he/she ever really pulls up to smell the roses? Art is therapy — we have courses on the subject.
S’il vous plaît, mon ami, qui a pris l’assaut et où, prier dire est la crainte ? Pouvez-vous expliquer vos mots ?
Am enjoying this forum as a recent subscriber. Just left another job (journey-of-bondage) that I found exhausting. In high school, never was able to reconcile making a living with doing art. I believe the mystery surrounding art making is revealed to us through commitment and developing a practice for sticking to it, and it may be due to nature, or nurture. There is no one way. My dad was a closet architect, always had tools and plenty of drawing materials around, and was generous in allowing his kids to make use of these things. He was a military man and may have wanted to do something else, but the times were such that his choices led him to other paths. I followed a similar road, but never forgot that he always encouraged me to draw. I just lacked ‘vision’, commitment, and likewise, made other choices. However, starting in 2000 I began drawing, then painting, and experienced the mystery, poetry, and wonder of the process. This did not result in commitment though, so I continued to earn a living wage in management roles until now. Not sure what’s changed — age, knowledge that the kids are okay, but am in a reset to discover my sense of play, and build skills once again. My working plan is to finish setting up my studio and to be in it rather than running to a lot of art events and groups. To be still and work in order to bond w/the place and the act of making art. I’ve no idea what will be, but the mystery of it beckons, and a new adventure awaits in the forest. Am having false starts, but am keeping the faith too. I’ve shared w/a couple of close friends that I am ‘entering the forest’ — I’ve known them a long time, so they didn’t laugh too loud anyway! Have an intense need to be in my own space so I might capture and develop my own voice. Reading the entries from Robert, and all, believe I’ve discovered a forum where my ‘inner workings’ have solidity and resonate. I may be too human, but it’s good to know I’m keeping good company.
I always believed I had inherited right-brain genes from both sides of my family: My maternal grandmother and aunt played the piano and my aunt painted watercolours and miniature portraits on ivory. On my father’s side my grandmother and aunt played the piano and sang, whereas my uncle and great-uncle both were semi-professional painters in oils. I grew up learning to play first the accordion and then the piano, and after taking art prizes at school was given private art lessons, which led to a lifelong interest in and production of art. I thoroughly believe that I could “see” shapes, designs and compositions better than my peers, who could not quite understand why I was less adept at “seeing” mathematics and mechanics. I really believe genes lead to right-brain or left-brain preferential development. I eventually had to pass mathematics, physics, chemistry, structural design and mechanical systems to become an architect. This allowed me to lead a “normal” life and eventually enjoy a pension, but my image of heaven remained as having a smell of turpentine.
Couple acrylic ink painting, 12 x 9 inches by Ion Vincent DAnu, QB, Canada |
Beautiful painting!